What has struck me most is the typical way a death such as his is portrayed. That is, a seemingly happy death. Surrounded by family. The Canadian dream to the non-bitter end. He lived and died a hero.
| The highlight of my summer: driving past a Bobcaygeon sign. |
Later at Mass: "but only say the word and my soul shall be healed." No greater poetry. No greater depth. No greater love. While many rush to canonize a musician into Canadian heaven, shall we not forget about the real heaven? Downie was so hip to so many. So hip he could do not wrong. So hip that he is already jamming in some mysterious other world with Tom Petty and all other worthy icons. So hip. So perfectly hip. With an intense void in his life. So tragically hip.
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As Joseph and I got home from Mass the sky was lit up with stars. They were breathlessly arrayed in forms which we admired for their beauty and grandeur. Yes, those constellations. And again I thought of Downie. His mythical "constellations" of Bobcaygeon, revealing themselves one star at a time. Another star has joined the constellations. One made by God. Whether he knew it or not.
He knows now.
And yes Gord, this life was just a dress rehearsal, for true life.
